Vlad Baranov

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Forget and Forgive

Just a little something i remembred from one of my relationships as a teen where I was a jerk to a girl who really liked me. Wish i could say these words to her now unfrotunatelly she lives in Australia, but maybe this will somehow get to her through the web. Cheers Alicia
Thick dark night,
Warm wind blowing through the window.
Its been long since you fell asleep
With your palms covering your face.
Those palms hiding your dreams from me.
But i look at you now
My lips whisper "forgive"
Forgive me for the flowers,
I never gave
Forgive me for the long night,
I didn't call
Forgive me for the hopes and dreams,
I never fullfilled.
Forgive me for staying together with you,
I left so many times, so I could come back again
And you forgave me alot
As if you got used to forget
I said many times before
That I don't need you anymore
You did not even cry
You just waited alot.
I would come back to see the beauty
The beauty of your eyes,
In those eyes where I drowned more than once
You willingly gave yourself
To the warmth of my hands
I held you close to me
From dusk to dawn.
You dream of water,
It runs through your hands
I dont want to believe it
But its for tears
You cant wake up
You cant tell me "Wait"
I will quitely leave
But I will remain with you.
Everything comes to an end,
Dreams vanish with no means
Someone will be with me
But it won't be you
Everything is gonna be ok
The way it is supposed to be
And i beg of you
Forget and Forgive

Out of the hospital.

Well i know i am way behind in the class. I just got out of the hospital after spending about 4 weeks there with a serious case of mono and bronchial infection (pretty nasty stuff) but now that i am back i am going to go on a binge of poem writing and comments so i hopefully will not fail the course. Thank you all for those who have commented on my previous posts, they are much appreciated and sorry (even though i tried) i didnt comment on all of your posts but i am sure i got at least 2-3 on each person and will try to improve on that. Well take care.
Vlad